Friday

I really like this quote. I feel like it was said specifically for me. I have been told that everything happens for a reason. Sometimes I think things happen not for some cosmic conspiracy, but more because we are stupid and make bad decisions and the reason it happened was so we don't make that decision again (even though sometimes we do.) 
Everything that has happened the last year has brought me to this place.
Boise. 
Never in a million years would I have thought I'd end back in Idaho. It's too hot. It's too small. It's not "me". And yet I feel at home here. I found a job that I love. When you get a broken heart, you don't think anything can ever mend it. But taking care of the little nanny guy brings me so much happiness and fills a hole I didn't think could be filled. I've learned just as much from him that he has learned from me.
Will I be in Boise forever?
I sure hope not.
But I know I have some healing to do here.
I'm never going back.